Tantra. Polarity. Conscious Sexuality. So hot right now. And if you’re in any way associated with the current ‘personal development’ explosion, then your Newsfeed is no doubt littered with posts about Tantra. For sure there’s a lot of empowering... I was well in to my thirties before I became a man. Sure my voice had broken, my balls had dropped, and I’d had hair on my chest for a long time. Obviously these things do NOT define a ‘Man’. So what does? What was so profound I could finally proclaim myself a man?... I had my first ‘spiritual awakening’ around the age of 16. It was a potent combination of my first sexual experiences and experimenting with ‘plant medicines’. (Except that back then, we just called them plain old ‘psychedelic drugs’) I... I t’s probably not something you’d readily admit to. In my past relationships, I sure as hell didn’t. I would never have actually come out and said “I’m more evolved than you”. But if I’m honest with myself, it was definitely there: “If only they would... “Without a conscious life purpose a man is totally lost, drifting, adapting to events rather than creating events. Without knowing his life purpose a man lives a weakened, impotent existence…” – David Deida That’s when I killed David Deida…... 